The Miami Herald got some unusual access to former Browns quarterback Bernie Kosar on the day he filed for bankruptcy. Here is the story. One highlight from Kosar: "I was 25 and everyone was telling me that I was the smartest; now I'm 45 and realize I'm an idiot. I'm 45 and immature. I don't like being 45." And another tidbit: "He speaks with a slur and admits there has been drinking and pain medication in his past, but says the only thing he's addicted to is football. Drugs? Alcohol? 'Would my kids be living with me if that were really the case?' he asks. 'If I did 10 percent of things I'm accused of, I'd be dead.' He says the divorce has cost him between $4 and $5 million already. 'That's just fees,' he says. 'And they keep coming. Attorneys charge $600 an hour just to screw things up more.' And here's the worst part: 'I don't want to get divorced,' he says. 'I'm Catholic, and I'm loyal, and I still love her."'

And he owes the Browns $1.5 million.